- on this website ill be posting:
- art, not really but sometimes.
- and a journal.
im scared for 2025. 2024 was such a good year that im afraid to let go of it. sorry for not updating btw. my touchscreen on one of my phones is sorta broken so like i cant type some letters in and its reallyylyyy annoying. ive just been playing project diva because thats the only thing i find fun rn besides talking to my bf. ive been also collecting miku merch/ please ignore my typos im a very fast typer lol. anyways i have this one ''friend'' ive tried talking to him but he just ignores me. hes cool, i miss him a bit. but anyways, life has been decent. its liiiiikeee mid. like some stuff has upset me but thats okay. i made a school account on tiktok. idk if i regret it or not. theres this one person i hate and i saw his tiktok and i was thinking about blocking him, but i didnt. the reason i hate him is because he keeps deadnaming me. like in p.e class. and the counselors blame ME for wanting to avoid p.e because it happens nearly everyday. kinda sick of that but my avoiding classes habit has gotten worse. it just stresses me out so much. i cant stand it.
anyways thats all, happy new year!Im kind of scared for what will happen in this new year. Because well new year new stuff and i have a feeling this year will be worse then the last year. I can feel it coming dude. So, about my phone, im using my old one because the touchscreen fully works, ill be using this phone to type in these entries. But now my spacehey is probably 2 years or 1 year old. Cooliooo. Ive been improving with my electric guitar recently, ive learned some songs and stuff lol, i missed 1 day of practice because my guitar case was dirty and so i couldnt bring it to my dads house. No because since its January now its freezing outside. I wear (most of the time) my cargo pants, dark blue jacket, and either a band t shirt or some random one. Im starting to hate my sister even more tho, she keeps making fun of my interests, like shush bro.
Stuff has been like usual lately. Nothing unusual happening. Yet. This will be short because yeah. So like i found this miku figure on ebay. Only 15$ and its a poseable figma miku. I think ill buy it not sure yet. Anyways thats it.
today was better than usual,i was talking to my bf all day. we are calling wiht one of his friends right now. but anyways today was pretty good, we are expecting a winter storm soon, its supppooseeddd to rain at 6:00 and its 4:57 right now. im excited. i got new snow gear and winter boots to wear, the boots are really cool i think, also very fuzzy.ive decided im gonna buy that miku figure when i have the money for it,i really want it because its ''rare'' anyways like ig today was decent not much happening tho.